It's the best and the perfect moment when you are feeling the same way I does here.....
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Another sux new year
Just feel that I don't wanna talk with him or have any interest to chat with him after the heart breaking moment earlier today.
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Sunday, December 15, 2013
Countdown for love
It's a huge task to resist or cannot communicate with my partner for 5 days...I can say I can't help it with my mental issue. Been planning what to do when he told me that he would go for seminars. It's the most difficult time when you don't have few friends in your social life. Well that's me. I don't have few friends. If I have, they wouldn't accompany me for full 5 days. Being alone is scared and being alone plus without anything to do. Is the worst nightmare ever. The fourth night, I dreamt of my ex hugs me when I'm sleeping. I feel warmth but I never do the same towards him as I don't love him. I know I'm missing my partner, but he's in the class while I'm outside waiting for him...
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Things that people noticed
From the starting, I have not expected anyone to see what I've done and what I've been doing to make anyone to praise about what I've done. All I knew was, I'm going to do what I'm suppose to do without putting a lot of hope that anyone would take notice on me. I am not the attention seeker that everyone would seek. I would do my jobs/tasks that falls into my category. Because I still believe there's hope than to believe there's miracle would happen.
It is just because I knew.....at last, there's someone in the management level that noticed me who done all the things that no one would do. I still won't give up on doing things I want to follow.
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Saturday, November 30, 2013
Whether you believe it or not
It's just me who need time to take a break from a normal not good routine to a better me which I was few months ago. Getting tired or feel like lack of sleep even I slept for 6 hours and more. I feel irritated sometimes, even I don't mean to. Then, I loss my appetite. I do not even know whether I think I gained weight and I strongly believe it have to do with my appetite.
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Tuesday, November 26, 2013
The awful feeling
It went pretty well over the past weekend at genting..
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Monday, September 23, 2013
Its my problem
I just think I'm a very not a good decision maker. I just know I always screw things up. Not a very proud attitude...
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