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I didn't know why there are some certain type of a group of people who likes to disturb others people's life instead thinking about theirs?

Is that fun to manipulate other people's true story and turned it into ur own story?I certainly certainly hate the people.The people who I knew since i was born,kept trying to find ways to take the opportunity to being involved in my story.Manipulate it,turn lie into trust which that hurt me the most!

Everyone have their own journey and own story to tell.YOU doesn't need to help them tell the story with some additions in it.You have your story and I have mine!So please...don't be a loser and try to gain people's trust and turn them down when YOU doesn't like ME or anyone else!

Think for yourself if I'm the one who done that kind of stupid stuffs to you.What would u feel first of all? Angry? Sad? Hurt? Well, don't try to think that I'm very weak.I knew I'm weak.It doesn't mean I wouldn't stand much stronger than I am before.Stop being a fool.

Ask who you are and what character are you in YOUR STORY instead asking ME or anyone else about MY story or theirs.Be smart.Don't play with the truth.You'll be ugly at last.Think properly before you act.

My Life and Me for today,7 July '09

I couldnt find myself in the right way,when everyone made judgement on every angle of it as possible. I could barely even make myself a judgement. I'm confused,stucked,narrowed-minded,unconfident,shamed and etc. Every person I've met,I really jealous everything they had. The life they go through,the future they pictured,the confident in them and every way it goes.

I wouldnt find myself wrong when i said the facts what had happened to me,my life,my journey,my experience,my joy,my emotion,my family and my future. I wouldnt even want to be blamed to speaking out the ugly truth. It's the matter in fact,they couldnt accept it as a mistake and turn it all around. I accepted the fact what kind of life i'm having now,journey i'm going through,experience i'm experiencing,emotions i'm feeling. It's all an extraordinary for me as a 20-years-old-going-adult-young-lady. Most of all,I'm been a patient young lady since I was born into this earth.

But,in fact,everything i did and said are all covered story. I felt very miserable. I couldnt speak what's on my mind. All of it,erased in case I'm not being thought as a story teller or a liar. I knew i'm weak,unconfident,unrealistic,very emotional,sensitive,running out of my mind and i'm going to be ended up as a mental patient. All of everything I did,it doesnt go well or it ended up as if i'm giving excuses to get what I wanted.

Lost

Now i really know what i can really choose and where i can really go.

Although i know what i want and where i want to go,it's still no use as it's not accepted at all.

Everything are limited for me.

Where i would end up to be?

I'm lost now.

HELP!

Tagged by Geraldine

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Irene
2. A four Letter Word: Idol
3. A boy's Name: Ivan
4. A girl's Name: Ivy
5. An occupation: Interpol
6. A color: Indigo
7. Something you'll wear: Inner wear
8. A food: Ice cream
9. Something found in the bathroom: Ivy body shampoo
10. A place: Iceland
11. A reason for being late: I woke up late!
12. Something you'd shout: I hate you!
13. A movie title: Ip Man
14. Something you drink: Ice blended chocolate
15. A musical group: Il Divo
16. An animal: Ilama
17. A street name: Ismail King street (Jalan Sultan Ismail)
18. A type of car: Innova
19. The title of a song: I Can-Nas

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今天的故事：考试的第一天

重来没想过我考试的时候，我的脑袋是那么的累，那么的努力，结果也没有用。读来读去，还是吸收不到那科。我不是一个分不清楚要做哪一样的人，而且我很懂得已经是考试时机。我今天只睡一个小时多，我真的好累好累，我不想说多也不想想多。只是我自己懂得自己的奇案，我并不需要某一些的意见对我的动作。如果要的话，请想清楚要怎么样的表达您的心意。真的不好意思如果我答所谓的问题有点重了一点。对不起。

回来家里的时，我无法去面对我自己的那一失败。这是我第一次面对的事，就是我读的我记住的根本进不了我的记忆！真失败！我对我自己说过，我可以的，但是我只认为我在骗自己咯！

今天的故事：考试到了！

没想到今天我会在这里选择了话语已然表达我的心情。今天呢，我真的真的很用功和努力去好好的温习为了目前和未来我的生活。我没想那么多，只是我认为我应该做好我的角色就是当个学生。只不过，有一些时候发生的东西是有理由的。不管哪一件事发不发生，我们的生活已然实在过得很正常。是否我做的每一件事的错还是对，我有我的理由，我的故事，我的成长，我的福气能够在这世界上完成我的梦想。爸妈最近会想念我和弟弟吧，一个在当兵，一个在外面读书。两个都不在家，只剩下最小的弟弟。希望最小的那个能够改变他的脾气，该有成长的想法了。。。我只希望全家人都开开心心，健健康康，过得日子也很好！爸妈就长命百岁！

好了呀，我该去温习了。但是想到外人有过年快到的气氛。我们，拉曼学生已然伤心准备着考试！不用经！大家加油！晚安咯！