Whether you believe it or not

It's just me who need time to take a break from a normal not good routine to a better me which I was few months ago. Getting tired or feel like lack of sleep even I slept for 6 hours and more. I feel irritated sometimes, even I don't mean to. Then, I loss my appetite. I do not even know whether I think I gained weight and I strongly believe it have to do with my appetite.

It is really confusing when I am thinking what is the factor that caused me this and what is the reason behind what I've been behaving like lately. I really wanted to know. I really do not know how.

The awful feeling

It went pretty well over the past weekend at genting..

Till I think back of te memories I had..

I fell in love with that someone..but that someone hurt me badly...

How I wish I could erase the way I loved him..it's really awful when it is so embarrassing to cry for just that little thing.

For me it wasn't embarrassing when the one who is hurt, they are really hurt. We can't hide our pain, we live with it..

Most of my life are full of pains, sacrifice, tears, sobbing, falling and etc.

I wish I could really turn off my emotion at one point where I don't need to care anyone else feeling..which others treated me so...

It's hard....