The awful feeling

It went pretty well over the past weekend at genting..

Till I think back of te memories I had..

I fell in love with that someone..but that someone hurt me badly...

How I wish I could erase the way I loved him..it's really awful when it is so embarrassing to cry for just that little thing.

For me it wasn't embarrassing when the one who is hurt, they are really hurt. We can't hide our pain, we live with it..

Most of my life are full of pains, sacrifice, tears, sobbing, falling and etc.

I wish I could really turn off my emotion at one point where I don't need to care anyone else feeling..which others treated me so...

It's hard....