Another sux new year

Just feel that I don't wanna talk with him or have any interest to chat with him after the heart breaking moment earlier today.

Leaving me with no clue of how unhappy am I here...even it's Chinese New Year happening right now..

I just want to be alone...or I'm searching for someone that could talk with...

Someone who cares me, someone who appreciates me and someone who love me for who I am without me changed...

I don't think I can be happy right now...