Recently....

There are quite a few things which had been happening to me...all things are included such as health, studies and family prob but it's ok now...everything back to their own place..but all these things happened really affected my life from now on...life experience is a sure to be learnt...

Lately, i had loss my appetite, my weight, my soul and patience....it's all affected..i can't even sleep properly...been having cold sweat during daytime and fever during the night time...i even have my palm and my foot very heaty...it's always been like that since i was young...everynight i just felt that i need a cold ice bucket to put my hands and legs together so it dun feel it is as if it's burning hot!

i've also been going through growing the last teeth...both up and down...sigh...really painful ohhh!! but it's alright...since i wan my whole set of teeth is fully grown hehe....=P but the worst part which is i felt i'm fever...i've got no appetite to eat many things...then also teeth gums swollen and pain! omg....suffering only...weight dropped...and i don't even know what's my weight right now since my weighing machine is at my other room...my home sweet room....ish...

Then ho...i also lately got join dance class..i've taken street jazz with my cousin sis and her friends....sigh...sometimes when the dance instructor told us to repeat the dance steps then ho my breathing start to get complicated....my heart beat slows down....my muscle cramp...my head spinning....and i looked myself at the mirror...and i'm in pale color...nice 1...and i knew i gotta rest and sit down...but...i still try to be tough thou....it's freaking me but for my cousin sis...i don't think she ever care it...coz last time when i used to exercise...my face will be whole in red color but this time i definitely and confirmed that i'm going to faint soon...

But still, she doesn't care....nvm...if something happens that time...then it's too late...lol! "touch wood" "touch wood" hahaha...got also end up hospitalized la....hahaha...okok continue...i'm still standing strong wor...drink water then squad down then ok...continue my dance...sigh...noone knew i've suffered...then also been fever and having cold sweat for 2-3 days so it's time to tell mom what had happened...she even think i got dengue tim....sigh =.="

So i went to doctor for help...doctor also dunno what's my condition....so the next day took blood test....hahaha...the funny thing is that i didnt know there's need no to inject "ubat bius" before blood sample was taken...hahaha...so i seriously asked the doctor," You really want to poke it in and take blood ar??!" The doctor also laugh at me...told me to see other way....but the doctor also dunno i'm not scare of it...but that time sick so no choice need to listen if not later faint...lol...who knows what will happen next right? hehe

So, doctor asked me whether i'm really got pressure or felt very pressuring and i've told him yea i did have...everynight sleep unappropriately and even noticed myself having diffiulty in breathing....then he asked me i've studying what course...and i've told him biochemistry....he also okok la the reaction but he asked izzit too many things to study...but i've told him it's complicated...sigh...

Then he can see that my whole body and my face got the paleness and tiredness in me so gave me a day off to college...wow...i felt relief...got mc no need scare lecturer...lol! but...i did slept the whole day too....damn it...caused me couldnt sleep at middle of the night...LMAO..

So, report came out at noon. Doctor told i'm alright overall but one thing....which is the min blood cell size and min blood volume...he told me i might have this disease named thalassaemia..but it's not worse wan la...it's just minor and it's not affecting my health and i get it from my family thou...coz it's from generation to generation...the doctor even told me when i wan to find a bf need to check whether he got the situation or not...if he got situation like me then it's impossible to give birth to a healthy baby child....sigh...the doctor laughed and smiled at me nia....><"

But nvm.....later on i told mom bout my report and she told me like my dad's sis had this..so...i know already lor...sigh...doctor told me to do some confirmation about having this disease or not...but mom told me to go back home first only decide...so this week i'm going back and i gotta do facial with skin specialist and i had to check out my report with my mom's....

Everday 9am to 5pm class.....i really been concerning bout my health but timetable isnt going to tolerate it with me unless i decide it myself...and i did...9am classes i've not been going...coz i got not enough sleep! and no mood tim....but it's ok la now...trying to ionize myself....i'm back to work now then~! will update more soon....

ChiNgz