If you want to choose regret

I'm keeping myself back, I'm giving you time to think. Im giving you time to tolerate and I'm giving you everything that you want to be.
How about you towards me? Trying to say that I kept arguing with you and made you felt like not teaching me. This is how you gonna treat me? While just smiling and laughing a bit to argue that one point? For god sake, I'm just joking! If you are joking to me, I'm angry. You said that I'm what? Think back....
Who tolerates who now? Are you trying to make yourself regret? You choose