Moody Monday

Early morning thought it was a great chance of getting out from the current company. It seems like I'm still staying till I found other options.
Interview was nothing much like others as the interviewer was just asking on what I do know about this program that they are hiring. I just roughly gave an answer and know nothing much. So we discuss about what's the program is about. How will it be and what I'm going to be after the program ended at 8 months later.
The first answer given was going to be sales business banker. Involving loans for wide companies. No sales, termination on the way. No commission just bonus based on performance. Basic salary would just be around what I have right at the moment. Basically, I knew the answer that I doesn't want this position and I couldn't leave my current company for the moment.
So, thought it would be a great opportunity but it seems like I have to patiently waiting for another news....
While driving back, I didn't know where else I could go. Thinking to eat my brunch but felt only one person eating mcd would not be delicious and thinking of buying a new pair of heels for working but it seems like I'm not in the mood.
So I went back home. Eat instant noodle and while cooking it, I couldn't take it anymore. My tears started to flow. Really are not in the good mood.