Pressure

It's almost same day as usual on weekdays where I don't get my mood happy at all. If I had, I will be moody again.
It's hard, really hard to maintain a good mood when he's there so strict but to others were all friendly.
Jealousy? I don't think so. I wish there's somebody who knows this exact feeling that I'm going through everyday. Heart sour. All I could do is just be patience? And being bullied? I rather quit if I keep holding on. I couldn't take it any much longer....