Curious

When there's something that you ask, question, doubt or suspicious....when you don't get the answer...the feeling is really suffering. No answer to a question, doubting with millions question marks in the head and suspicious but you don't get to see it with your own eyes...
It really hurts and you will never know what will happen next...
During the time you are waiting to know the answer, truth, no doubt....your heart beats really fast...cold sweat....
I hate this feeling...