I couldn't be as cruel as you

I can try to stay away from you but I really didn't know how but I could only try to pull myself back just to give you space for your own.
I can say no but if that's what you are happy with, then I've got no choice but to follow what you wanted and see you happy rather than I'm making myself happy and made you angry with me for what I've chose to do. I'm really really sad to do the things that I make you mad and sad....
I wish you always happy...rather than I happy on my own without you..
I can do it but....I didn't know whether you are willing or you are totally didn't know what I was thinking and what I've chose to fulfil what you needed....